When our father emerged from the inside of the airport I recognized him more by his walk and the shape of his head. His face seemed unfamiliar, almost like a stranger’s. But his walk and his outline I knew. My sister and I yelled “Popi! Popi!” while my brother remained calm, suspicious, waiting maybe for proof that this man we had not seen in weeks was indeed our father.
Pop seemed happier than I remember seeing him in a long time. Maybe he was happy to be home. He shook Angel Luis’s hand and kissed my aunt and my mother on the cheek. “Hello, Ponce,” my father said. That was his nickname for her.
My mother went with Titi Evelyn and Angel Luis back to their car. The Skipper waited with us as our father drove up in a rented car. It was a small red hatchback. For us, it was a brand new car, different from the station wagon our father drove in Brooklyn. In a way it was like our father was brand new too.
We sat in the back. My sister scooched forward in the middle and tried to understand her father’s conversation with the Skipper in Spanish. She tried to tell him about the lizard we saw, but he kept talking in Spanish. My brother smiled, maybe because he was sure now this was our father, or because he thought the new car was cool.
Popi followed Angel Luis to a restaurant on the side of the road. In fact, the restaurant was also on the edge of a cliff over a river. The adults got drinks and gave us juice and soda. The adults had beers and drinks and talked to each other in Spanish. My brother and I found a window that overlooked the river. To us it was a gigantic drop to the rushing water below.
“Look how far down that is,” Rafael said.
I looked at the river, and I was impressed. Still, I kept turning around to look at my father, to make sure he was really there. My sister had decided that it was best to keep within two feet of our father to make sure he would not disappear.
My brother said the river would be nice to swim in. He said he bet the fish down there were big and colorful like the ones in the river Mami said was a pool. He wondered how far down it really was, and if he could dive off and live.